The main character of this story is a fifteen-year-old girl named Varvara, who passionately desires to be treated in a closed hospital where people suffering from mental disorders are located. These disorders are mainly related to eating disorders and schizophrenia. The clinic operates under a truly strict regime, and many dream of leaving the walls of this institution. But it is precisely within these walls that Varvara can feel safe, as something even more terrifying awaits her outside of freedom.